Dumb-founded.

i feel like knocking my head on the wall.WHAT THE HECK I WAS THINKING MAN?I really dont know.I was so irritating then that i just forgot abt the other party feeling.IT totally slipped off my mind that the other party could be angry.Who wants to be reminded abt the past?especially the unhappy ones?WHo wants to talk abt their exes?
OMG!MAreea-mareea.Now the other party is angry?How fantastic is that?just because of my own stupidity!I feel so guilty.He need space and i Left him sometime alone.

Im scared.Im scared of being in love again and being hurt all over again.Cause the last time i remembered i was crying and the feeling was soo heartwrenching.Still fresh in my mind.

Whatever it is.IM SORRY!!

Gala night!

I had an awesome night.After the dinner all of us head to clarke quay!We walk all the way okay!
Then we had 3 tubes of shesha's and some drinks!Desmond treats me shots.I don know what is it called.Then i start talking crap!ULTRA CRAP!I made daniel walk one big round around the clarke quay!And this sweet boy accompanied me cause his scared that i will do anything stupid.hahaha.I cant even walked straight.Then we met ammar!Komal boyfren!Then went for drinking session again!Then i cant take it anymore as i was bored and komal sent me to the hotel room and i had a bath and pheww...I feel so much better BUT im having a hangover,even right now.We had breakfast at macdonald,4 in the morning.Then slept throughout the morning!

I want to thank daniel for taking care of me.
I want to thank Reuben for taking care of me alsooo
(he got so worried when my hands turneed icy cold)!!!
KOMAL BABY!!tHANKS FOR SUPPORTING ME when im falling.
Samantha,she also gone case like mee...=)
I love you GUYS!

Part-time

As much as i miss and scared of the new environment i know i need to go on.Im scared!Imgonna miss everything now.I miss waking up late,i miss talking on the phone till late at night,i miss lazing on the couch and doing nothing.Now ive to work my ass out to feed for my own expenses,not really lah!I jus want to enlighten mama burden since mama is having her holiday.
HOLIDAY=NO INCOME
Get what i mean?nahhh...Not being forced or whatever you call it,i did it willingly and sincerely.Dont expect me to just sit around the house for 4 solid months!UNLESS YOU want me to turn in to a balloon.heheh.=)
marea is practicing truth and charity!The school motto!haha.
WTH-_____-
Ive been editing NAIA name but it cant be in capital letters!!!Frustrated lah can!

IM BACK!

I decided to movee back to blogger!!!its soo much convenient!!!i like!