Saturday, January 30, 2010

friendship

















i love you.As much i hate to do this i really do.I dont know what had happen to us but i really hope that this will be over.A moment of anger takes over my mind.Sometimes just sometimes i wish tht i could undo whatever had happened as if there is an undo button.How i wish i could gather each one of my friends back again.My GIRLY-GIRLFRIENDS.I love you guys.I REALLY DO.


WITH LOVE,
MAREA


I SCREWed UP IN FRIENDSHIP.I SCREWED UP IN LOVE.SO I GUYS,SCREW MY LIFE.

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

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Its been so long since i last had this feeling.This feeling where i will keep on smiling upon receiving his msg and smiling and laughing to myself while reading his msg.Ive not been having this feeling for soo long.Then when this feeling started to emerge in me,i jus feel clueless.Many times i told myself not to put my hopes too high cause in the end if i hope too much it will just fall apart especially when everything jus didnt or couldnt get into place.I like him.Yes i do.LOVE?maybe?certainly not yet very sure abt that.His bben there.When i 'm in low spirits.besides my gfs.His been there.When i complain to him abt the guys in sakura he like abg-abg lah advise!haha.Altho we seldom meet up and talked on the phone.I don know.The feeling jus grew,Without me realizing.
heve you ever met any guy who baked 20 cupcakes for you on your birthday?
have any guy fetch you frm school or work,the fact tht he knew he could jus spent time on better things?
Those little things makes a big difference.Maybe i am jus shiok sendiri!:)
He need time for him to settle down.I know i understand.Im happy that at least its not like before.Like im waitting for.....


Mama and kakak always say i am gatal/mentel.I don mind.hahaha.And they say i don know how to look at guys.


"ädek you know guys who are nuts abt you,you tak suka,but the one who booh layan you,you like."ABG say.
I smiled then i realized the one who boh layan me shows that his different than the others!:)



kambing pakai coli pon kau akap handsome!"kakak will say!
tskkk...


hahahah.