Family.

Yesterday was pretty awesome for me.. The whole Rahman's family came over to mummy 's house. Let me tell you, the house almost collapsed,hahahahaha...I love them soo much. Its been so long since all of us get together and spent time and eat together. A family

that stays together eats together. JOnies gf came doen Abangs gf also came down. Uncle saad asked me where is my boyfriend i answered"working night shift lehh"he say bring him over eat together. i smiled ,infact i was so happy tht that sentence came out from uncle's mouth. But it aint gonna be that easy cause i and shafiq need to convinced papa. As for saad

IM SO PROUD OF YOU THAT YOU ARE GONNA BE A FATHER !!!

and for me we will be having a new member in our family.;))

why?

Sometimes i myself have no freaking idea whts wrong with me throwing tantrum at you for no other reasons. Deep down me i jus felt tht im not good enough for you. At times i jus have the sudden urge of picking fault at you.. At times im alright with what you told me abt your past and at times alsoo whn im sitting alone i jus felt insecure and felt that i am jus not good enough for you. Paranoid? I don think sooo...i jus freaking hate this feeling..maybe i jus felt tht im not good enough for you. Fullstop.