I miss us too.

Its gonna be our 4 months next saturday.

In this 4 months,slowly i am learning alot of things about you. But for the past 1 month we've been arguing alot. & i hate it. We fought and we make up again. Most of the arguements started because of me and i wont deny that.

For the past 1 month,you changed, you hardly tell me abt your whereabouts, you hardly call, you hardly msg but dont get me wrong! Im not asking you to wht you call it "report "to me 24 hours. You told me once ïf there is anything that is bothering me i shld tell you. But whn i told you You've changed you deny it. and thats one of the arguement that we had. Sometimes, i know that i am being insecure,making assumptions. tht shows i love you soo much. You snapped at me when i told you tht. You reject my calls, you nv reply my msges. For the past 1 month i tried to make things work. Now im tired, not tired of you but tired of trying to make things better whn the end result: dissapointment and arguements. I dn care anymore,i cant be bothered. Tht doesn't mean i don love you anymore i still doo. But for now The dissapoinment tht i am facing now is overtaking the love that i have for you.

tired. Im sorry.

I can even count how many time you say

"ï love you"for the past 1 month.

Or there isnt any to count at all.

everything.

Lately we have been fighting and arguing for no valid reason even if there is i jus find it irrelevant. I want the old syafiq back.

The shafiq tht call me up on the phone even jus for a minute jus to hear my voice.

The shafiq tht nv says pape lah whn we are arguing.

The syafiq tht call me up even how hectic his day is.

I miss the old syafiq period.