Date

i have a movie date with my SISITAAAAAAA!!!who wants to join???

errrmmmm....CANNOTTT!!!!hahaha....sorry lah i need to distress abit after writing 4 social studies essays,1 letter writing and compo!i can feel my brain cells and nerves dieing ;due to all the memorisation which is needed for social studies.

"Jangan tegur" here i come!

komal i miss you!

kris i miss the days you would update me about the bus whereabouts!

FYI i always miss many bus lah!

RANDOMNESS

FARK OFF IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME.I AIN'T NEED ANY PRETENDERS!






THOSE LADIES MAKE ME KNOW WHAT TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS!
THEY STICK THRU ME ALL THIS WHILE AND YES I LOVE THEM ALOT!
HASANAH MAYBE A MOOD SWINGISH GIRL BUT AT THE SAME TIME SHE COULD BE A MOTHER TO THE BOTH OF US WHICH IS SAMMY AND I.SHE SCOLDED US WHEN WE MOVED OUR ATTENTION TO SOMETHING IRRELEVANT ESPECIALLY WHEN WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE LISTENING TO OUR TEACHERS!
SAME GOES TO SAMANTHA!I LOVE YOU LAH.EVEN YOU MAY BE SUCH A BITCH AT TIMES I STILL LOVE YOU!

they were the ones who always stood By me when i need them

they were the ones who always came late for class with me

they were the ones who will smuggle in food and eat in class like nobody buisness WITH ME!

love you bitches..

EHK SARA!AKU TAK LUPA KAU LAH!

I LOB YOU LAH SARA IMIN!=)

YUNOS!

i miss you lah B!!!how?You go rewang then cannot meet me;(
okay actually its partially my fault lah...

i miss him ALOT !!!

OH WELL,GUYS I WILL BE GONE FOR A FEW WEEKS.SO NO UPDATING BUT I WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS WHEN I GET THE PHOTOS IN MY HAND,,,

MID YEAR EVERYBODY!LETS STUDY!=((

"SMOKEY"

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

Today was a "BOMB!"hahaha...oh well we manage to make hasanah shock which is a surprise.Of course in every plan there must be a conflict but...we managed to overcome it!So my day was well spent with my gorgeuos girlfriends!!!!Omg, hasanah cried.I'm so sorry babe but if we never make you cry,there wont be any surprise right darl?Phew,thank god everything went well.At first there were only hasanah,sam,yana and me,hours later,Peáh and raihan joined!So there were two couples.Unfortunately,baby and marc can't make it .So when we have a group photo,i and sam became THE couple for THE day!hahaha....There's more photo coming up.So sam faster!!=)

To HASANAH BABE;

i wish you a blissful 17 years old birthday.I may not be the best girlfriends but i hope that you enjoyed what we had done for you!Its been 5 years babe and i will make sure that THE NUMBER will keep on increasing!Love you GORGEOUS!

Reunion

my long-lost friends!
i will link you guys up soon.
my computer is being a f***ker now a days!
i'm so happy!i miss you guys.
its been 5 years guys!
Meet up soon lovelies!

catcha!

Surprisingly,baby allow me to go shesha.This is so a last minute plan.I dont know whether it will work out or not.I and sam bake a cakë for h's birthday..I have to melt the choclates and all..First thing in the morning, i have to rush to school and be CHEF for the day.Currently,talking to somebody at tagged.hah.okay back to the plan,i will rush home and meet H and sam then yana.Unfortunately,sara can't make it.

shesha-ing!!!!!!!

let's get it smokey!

heh.

If you asked me whether i forget about what had happened yesterday.

You are definitely wrong,cause i ;MAREA wont forget.

Say sorry as many times as you want but deep inside i'm hurt.

by your action,all the words that came out from your mouth.

very hurt.

nevertheless my love for you is still strong

that's what i hate being in love with you.

no matter what you do or say.i will still love you.

call me stupid.indeed i am.

one more chance baby!=)

Dont make the same mistake.

eja cute lah awak!

Mood swing

today was shitty.
i feel very-very shitty.
i am not in the mood to talk.
i try to laugh and joke abt some stuff despite the irritating stomach cramp.
But deep inside i feel so fuck up!
i feel dissapointed.I feel useless.I feel stupid.
Maybe its just temporary.I started the day quite well,when suddenly i feel lonely.very-very lonely.
I turned red.frustrated.
I need time to cool down guys.when i am ready i will tell you guys.
What i am telling you guys will make you guys think likewise.
Time will tell. Or maybe i just wont tell anything.
Thank you so much naia(my morning walking partner),iggy=)(thanks iggy for sitting beside me),bryan(for not disturbing me) and suria(the shocking news!) your presence is more than enough guys.

not forgetting sara imin!thank you so much for spending time with me eating choclate and listen to me whining!!!!

**i love you gerls tho.

Curiosity.

I didn't know that baby is soo kpo...
He look sooo funny when he is soo kpo!!!We took bus from interchange and after a few stops hasanah and raihan board the bus.They sit behind us.So we continue doing our own stuff.Hasanah look weird so i keep on looking at the back sit.I am not being kpo kay,i am just checking whether my girlfriend is doing fine.
Me & him:
Him:you kpo sak!(i stop looking)
Me:what kpo!my best friend okay!
Him:-(he continue eating his fries)
Me:(lookIng out the window,turn to him&caught him red handed looking at them!)YOU LAGE KPO EHK!
Him:I kpo because that girl my gf bestfriend!
Me:No link lah!ohh!!you look can then i cannot?
(then we laugh!!)
He may be the most cruel person on earth but at the same time he can be super nicee...
His my personal clown.

Holla.

Today i will not go out.I got plans but i think i shall spent time with mama & papa instead.

In a week,saturday is the only day that i could spent time with them.For the past few weeks,i've been going out with yunos & my friends.So walla,i decided to be a good girl and spent time with mama &papa today.

yesterday was well spent,except for the fact that everybody says "marea stop talking!".Since yesterday Cikgu siti said there is no mock exam,i'm soo delighted abt the news.heh.imagine when everybody went home early on every friday and you are still sitting in the school library doing tests.sad life huh?=(but its okay its all sacrfices.Then,I and sam decided to go sara's house to see molly!molly have grown a little bigger people.Then karlid cooked for us!!Nice okay he cooked especially the CHICKEN GRILL.yummy!!!

when i wAS eating i keep on coughing and karlid straight away went to his refrigerator and took cough syrup for me and he also comes with plain water!How sweet he is!

i don't know when will i regain my voice back.

By right i should be geting my voice back after eating the doc's medicine.

By left after eating it my voice only gets worse!

I've stop smoking already,so people stop saying to me

"smoke somemore!smoke somemore!"
Yunos will be _________(fill in the blanks yourself) if i smoke again.

Blessed!

happy birthday mr yap!!!!!!!!!!!

Rockstar!

talk to me and i will answer you back with my cool husky voice!
i LoIkE!But still it hurts man..

Today has been an ass
School was okay.
I suck.
he suck.
so both of us suck.
I cant help it but to feel dissapointed.
ass.


happy 6 month anniversary yunos!

true?

We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood i'm in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.


On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either. Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honour your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matters how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'I love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance*****
Holding Hands-
Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. Guys: Grab it if it happens more than once.
Cuddling- Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold. Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
Movies-Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
Loving each other- Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
Laying below the stars- Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.


oh gosh i love this.
iggy dudley, thank you!

Feverish

I am having fever and i just came back from polyclinic.

i spent almost 4 hours at the poly.
I can hardly even think & walk properly.
Yunos scolded me for going poly alone.

Lastly,i am craving for choclate!The one which have cornflakes in it!

Text kakak to buy for me choclate.Hope she buy for me choclate.
Yunos will kill me if he finds out that i am eating choclate when i 'm sick.

he called me,to check on me and

I just text him saying that i am craving for choclate.

He immediately call me after i sent him the msg.

saying "Dont ever think abt having a choclate".

Okay i am very lazy to type any longer and i am stil craving for choclate=(

My babies!

Five years and still counting baby!I love you dudies alot!

madness!

Highlight for today:

Today yunos is so super duper hyper.I don know why!He is very irritating,i repeat he is VERY irritating.

But still i love it when he go huha!Guess what he did?He took all the flyers at the interchange and handed it to me.& he keep on laughing like one retard boy!

Seriously he is so retarded today.I took some idiotic photos of him but he delete it!itchy hand!Then,we went burger king & after we finish eating we walk to starbucks and wow!KAKAK n ABG HUS exit century square entrance,such a big coincidence man.hah.small world ehk!Then;

We watched FAST & FURIOUS 4!!one thumb up only.i swear that girl is damn hot.

p/s:i love you yunos;my retard boy!

heartbeats

i miss those times when we go lepak together"lepaking".

i miss those times when we sit at the library making stupid videos to kill time.

i miss those time when we will say to each other,"Omg what the hell is mdm zaibon doing?"

i miss those times when we cry,providing each other a shoulder to lean on.

i miss those time when we walk to interchange and started shouting at each other and running for our bus.

i miss those wet kisses on the cheecks.

i miss those times, i really miss those times.

those were the ones who made me realized how beautiful friendship is.

those were the ones who made me realized that everybody is not perfect.

everybody have flaws rite kris?

i miss you girls alot;eventho we had gone seperates ways we still do love each other.

kris && komal i miss you alot!Hasanah,sara & sam i really appreciate that you guys are still by my side.

my love for them is not an ordinary love.

we shall save lots of ching-ching and fly to america!

look at my new blog layout!

so clean,neat & white.

SIMPLE!

i feel soo HOOLLLLYYYY!!!!

hahaha.

Throbbing.

omggg!!yesterday,had my nafa..it was okay lah=)
i didn't know that dee and suria is very good at many of the station.Let me tell you,they are small physically but very-very strong,okay.Amazed lah can!
And due to nafa test, my whole body is aching like nobody buisness!!!help me...
well-well,i want to go tamp1 please. not fair!yunos went there first!
He ahh!Two days straight go 'berdansa'.hahaha..the insecure feeling is there.but as long as he knows whats right AND wrong it won't bother me that much.cause i believe that if we are fated to be together,nothing can ever seperate us.So we are talking abt "TRUST"baybeh!I dont want to control his life,i dont see the need too.Obviously certain things i will need to interfere.&&I can't wait for o'level to end!
Once it's over:
1) tell mama n papa abt yunos.(his been very patient!few more months baby)
2)highlight or colour my hair.Both also can.
3)get a freakin job to save up for my car licence.
4)Last of all ENJOY AH!

Last night,Abg and jonie came my house.I didn't notice.I was sleeping soundly.Jon stupid trick !
jon:Hi marea ada?
marea:(being a gundo)yes speaking!saper ne?
jon:HAFIZLAH!tak kenal?(he laughed)
(i paused & keep thinking!which hafiz?)
marea:Pantat siak kau jon!!!!!!


**boy you know that i am attached.end of conversation.
your words seems to be expecting something.

ASSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO IT AND I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THINK AGAIN!!!!!!!
WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUU SUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU AT THIS VERY MOMENT.
SO FARKKK OFFFF!!!!!
SELF-CENTRED ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
TIRED OF GIVING IN TO YOU GETTTT MEEE!!!!
GTH!

Pain.

I miss those madness during our class chalet last year!

Im down with diarea(is that how you spell it?(i don know!)
After doing the mock exam,i rushed to the toilet.
ONLY GODD KNOWS HOW MUCH PAIN I FELT!!!
I feel like vomitting at the same time.Moments later,I feel giddy.
I called papa to fetch me from school.I seriously cant bear with the pain any longer.
I thought papa will take his time to reached my school,so i took my own sweet time(or should i say a suffering moment).As i am walking like as if i am half-dead"beep-beep"papa alert me with his irritating horn.wow that was fast.ZOOM home then.

You know what?
The whole class decided to make a CLASS SOCK!!!!
When i get to know this i was like"huh?You must be joking rite!"
No it was not a joke,told you that my class has alot of weird people and weird ideas.
But i love the weirdness!And making a class sock is UNIQUE RITE?
That's the purpose,we like to be different from the others.
Have i told you that i love my class....=)
June holidays!we are having chalet,we planned as if we had finished our O level's.
hahaha...I called papa B!He just stared at me as if i am from MARS!(Hemust be thinking that the food poisoning had gone up and eat up my brain cells)
SORRY LAH PAPA.hahaha=)
That's all for today.
**b i want to go chalet please!=(**

perplexed

I woke up in the morning,i dragged myself out from bed and strolled in to mama & papa room.
Rubbed my eyes which is half open,instead of seeing my parents,i saw bibik tidying up the bed.Oh my i really feel like going to bed again.But I have physics test which i need to study and i need to complete 3 compo which is due tomorow and definitely i am screwed.What the hell,mr loh will not be in school what!
That reminds me last night,before going to lala land,i lay on the bed thinking about what had happened,i started to vibrate !hahaha....zahar-zahar!
mr loh was talking about some documentary show which is on OKTO!
Then this zahar interupt,i know-i know it is showed on OKAY-TO rite?
Diyana who sitS opposite him said okto lah,what okay-to!
Trying hard to ignore zahar which i can't.Turned my whole body around to look at his blur face or should i say expressionless face and just keep on laughing!confident rite!hahaha=)he made my day!He will always do.
**How i wish-how i wish if i could turn back the time.

Pointless

JONNIE!!I MISS YOU LAH!!!

thanks for not being there
thanks for not sending me
thanks for the misunderstanding
thanks for ignoring me
thanks for being angry.
i apologize and you ignored!
so overall,thank you soo much!
reammends to the communities!
godmama KOMEY! IF KRISSEY IS HERE SHE WILL LOVE MOLLY!

KRIS WANT TO JOIN?
anybody else interested please sent your resuming!
hahaha...macam faham!

**please leave me a tag if you are reading my blog!At the very least i know someones reading my blog!I would appreciate it alot!THANK YOU.with love;
marea

ADOPTION

MAREA HERTOGH & GABRIELLA:
Him:Marea hertogh!
Me:Yes gabriella!
Him:You want to adopt a kitten?Very cute you know!
Me:I already got a cat!
Him:How old is your cat?
me:7...Why?
Him:Very old already lah...Go adopt this kitten lah..
Me:don waNT!
Him:YOUr cat need a companion lah hertogh!Cause it is getting old!
Me:NOOOO!& stop cursing my cat!
Him:the kitten very cute you know!
Me:i know!ERRMM!!go ask hasanah...
Him:number?
Me:..........
Him:no answer!
Him:somemore got who?
Me:okay i know saralah!
Him:okay taken!!!!


hahahaha...how dare he say baby is dying & insist ...okay the kitten name is MOLLY!!!and meet the GODMAMA'S COMMUNITY!Introducing:
godmama RARA
godmama SAM
godmama MAREA
godmama YANA
godmama AMOK!