Mood swing

today was shitty.
i feel very-very shitty.
i am not in the mood to talk.
i try to laugh and joke abt some stuff despite the irritating stomach cramp.
But deep inside i feel so fuck up!
i feel dissapointed.I feel useless.I feel stupid.
Maybe its just temporary.I started the day quite well,when suddenly i feel lonely.very-very lonely.
I turned red.frustrated.
I need time to cool down guys.when i am ready i will tell you guys.
What i am telling you guys will make you guys think likewise.
Time will tell. Or maybe i just wont tell anything.
Thank you so much naia(my morning walking partner),iggy=)(thanks iggy for sitting beside me),bryan(for not disturbing me) and suria(the shocking news!) your presence is more than enough guys.

not forgetting sara imin!thank you so much for spending time with me eating choclate and listen to me whining!!!!

**i love you gerls tho.