I don't care mood!

Well,this few days i have been such a pain in the ass for *****.I made him angry for three,four days straight?i felt a sense of satisfacton when i made him angry!i dont kno why.Number one cause i want to find out and convinced myself that he changed for the better,must be wondering right,why i'm doing all this?I still do love him.He promised me that he will change and once he change for the better,we will talk about it.BUTT,I regret clearing up things with you,maybe if i leave you hanging like you used too,it will be soooooooo much better!=)
Last few days,i've been thinking to much in fact way too much.Everyy night you will keep on lingering in my mind.My cheeks,blanket and pillow have been my witness for my weaknesses.Now i've made my decision.
1)i wont msg you anymore,if you dont i dont care
2)what you want to do just go ahead i dont care
3)Who you go with to the club i dont care
4)where do you want to go i dont care
5)who do you want to go hugging in the club i DONT FARKING CARE!!!!
Speaking about hugging!arggghhh!!
This is what i think,so what if i contact with 3 or 4 guys atleast i dont go around hugging people when i am high or drunk,orr whatever you called it!Yes the girl,came to you but somehow or rather it takes two hands to clap remember?
till then.
Now i need someone to hug(really badly)

Cik noi get well soon kays!!!!
jon type this on my wallpaper:

evErYdaY iS a NeW dAy!So DoN't Hope That EverYThinG Will B oUhkayS!

Ass!I was expecting something postive in life that will motivate me.

one more thin he just left me speechless when we talk about transportation!

Perempuan hidup memang menumpang per!!!

bastard sia jon.

Thank you jonie for listening to me when we're in the car!Really appreciate it alot.

Altho your advise really like one toot.

i'm still thanking you!atleast you are listening to me.